SECRET LIFE.

come_what_may18 @ 2009-08-23T15:41:00

2009-08-23T19:48:36Z

I'm not even sure that anyone reads this anymore but, I miss LJ! I have to admit that I did fold to that STUPID website I once made fun of and said I would never EVER go on... Twitter. It's addicting! I'm weak! I folded. I miss customizing my LJ though and seeing other people's stuff. Twitter might be a good tool for letting people know what you're doing quickly and easily but it just isn't PRETTY. I myself enjoy looking at art creations and making the odd one myself. More like attempting to make things myself because in reality I lose focus, get frustrated and scrap whatever I'm doing. That of course is another story though. Wow, this is actually nice not to have to worry about 140 characters! I suppose that's another good/annoying thing about Twitter. Sometimes, I want to hear MORE of what certain people have to say but twitter is great for those people you wanna tell stfu. Since they can only talk 140 characters at a time. Regardless, the point is, I like twitter but miss LJ and like it a bit more.

*HUGS LIVEJOURNAL*

Does anyone care about me updating anymore?

Writer's Block: Crepuscular Drama

2008-11-22T07:18:01Z

The Twilight movie comes out today. A lot of people are really excited about seeing Bella and Edward on the big screen. Others couldn't care less. Where do you fall on the issue?

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CARE! (probably too much)
I've seen it twice already.
Thursday @ 10pm (Special Advanced Screening)
Friday @ 9:50pm

WOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!

Loved the books first though and still do BUT the movie did not disappoint by any means. The casting was spot on!

Twilight Adventure!

2008-11-20T19:40:34Z

I'm getting ready now to leave and go to a freaking 10pm show! My mom told me that the radio was saying people were all lining up already ... please pray for me, if I don't make it back you know why :) lmfao.

Crazy you ask? .............. the jury's still out ;)

come_what_may18 @ 2006-11-10T23:15:00

2006-11-11T04:15:13Z

Hello! So, who missed me?

This is gonna be short because Robbie's in my bed so I'm afraid the typing will wake him up.

I'm going to sum this update up with a few key points.

"Lost" - DFLSDFsdfklsadjgd EEEEEEEEEE The Kate and Sawyerness of it all sdklf

"Grey's Anatomy" - efr23479xfweklxfjsdfasEREEEEDL:Jsafl;k234tcsdjkacs AGHHHJH EEE The Mer/Derness of it all dfvdfggqdflk *passes out*

My Life - fqwer3@#%!#*$C(RPF The confusion, stress, happiness, bing stuck'ness, the comfort, the anger ... *sigh*

I'll expand on that spazzing sometime later.

come_what_may18 @ 2006-09-14T22:04:00

2006-09-15T02:02:01Z

Is it wrong that even though I've seen this GA 2908523085 times that I'm STILL yelling at the tv - trying to get them to do what I want?!

*hypervenilates*

come_what_may18 @ 2006-09-04T02:33:00

2006-09-04T06:42:44Z

STEVE IRWIN DEAD?!

I am in such shock right now. I just can't believe this. How could someone so great be taken SO young. Poor Terri and his two kids Bindi and Bob. I don't even know what to write. I feel like smashing on my keys might get some emotion across but I won't do that.

Steve Irwin
February 22, 1962 - September 4, 2006

This quote I found pretty much sums everything up. To me this was him. He was not afraid to follow his passion in life. Taken away from all of us so young. He will surely be missed. The world has lost a good one.

"We cannot banish dangers, but we can banish fears. We must not demean life by standing in awe of death."
- David Sarnoff

I'm truly at a loss for words right now. I know that's a shock but I am. Wow.

come_what_may18 @ 2006-07-09T00:14:00

2006-07-09T04:15:56Z

(Click here to post your own answers for this meme.)

✓ I miss somebody right now.	✓ I don't watch much TV these days. (Because it's the summer... nothings on =P)	× I own lots of books.
× I wear glasses or contact lenses.	✓ I love to play video games. (If only I had teh time to)	× I've tried marijuana.
× I've watched porn movies. (I've seen parts of one before ... lmao NO it wasn't by choice either.)	× I have been the psycho-ex in a past relationship.	✓ I believe honesty is usually the best policy. (USUALLY is the keyword. I do believe there are times when a lie or not telling the entire truth is needed.)
✓ I curse sometimes. (FCK SHT A$$ BTCH)*	× I have changed a lot mentally over the last year.	× I carry my knife/razor everywhere with me.

* * * * *

× I have broken someone's bones.	× I have a secret that I am ashamed to reveal.	× I hate the rain.
✓ I'm paranoid at times.	× I would get plastic surgery if it were 100% safe, free of cost, and scar-free.	× I need/want money right now.
× I love sushi. (BLECH. Even when cooked... EWWWW)	× I talk really, really fast.	× I have fresh breath in the morning.
✓ I have long hair.	× I have lost money in Las Vegas.	✓ I have at least one sibling.
✓ I was born in a country outside of the U.S. (Oh Canada....)	× I have worn fake hair/fingernails/eyelashes in the past.	× I couldn't survive without Caller I.D.
✓ I like the way that I look. (Kind of ... not really though.)	× I have lied to a good friend in the last 6 months.	× I am usually pessimistic.
× I have a lot of mood swings.	× I think prostitution should be legalized.	× I slept with a roommate.
× I have a hidden talent.	× I'm always hyper no matter how much sugar I have.	× I have a lot of friends.
× I have pecked someone of the same sex.	✓ I enjoy talking on the phone. (Depends who it is lol)	✓ I practically live in sweatpants or PJ pants.
× I love to shop and/or window shop.	× I'm obsessed with my Xanga or Livejournal.	× I'm completely embarrassed to be seen with my mother.
✓ I have a mobile phone. (a NEW one at that :-D Not that I have friends but ya know :-D)	× I have passed out drunk in the past 6 months.	× I've rejected someone before.
✓ I currently like/love someone. (Not in "real" life LOL I don't see many boys I could like in real life =()	✓ I have no idea what I want to do for the rest of my life. (sigh)	✓ I want to have children in the future. (I think anwyays...)
✓ I have changed a diaper before. (I change NUMEROUS every day)	× I've called the cops on a friend before.	× I'm not allergic to anything.
✓ I have a lot to learn. (Word.)	✓ I am shy around the opposite sex. (I'm shy around everyone at first)	× I'm online 24/7, even as an away message.
× I have at least 5 away messages saved.	✓ I have tried alcohol or drugs before. (ALCOHOL... and only like once lol)	× I have made a move on a friend's significant other or crush in the past.
× I own the "South Park" movie. (No but it is funny =P)	✓ I have avoided assignments at work/school to be on Xanga or Livejournal.	✓ I enjoy some country music. (Tim McGraw<3 Phil Vassar <3 Rascal Flatts <3)
✓ I would die for my best friends.	✓ I'm obsessive, and often a perfectionist. (It's my way or the highway)	× I have used my sexuality to advance my career.
× I think Halloween is awesome because you get free candy.	× I have dated a close friend's ex.	✓ I am happy at this moment.
× I'm obsessed with guys. (obsessed is such a strong word... so I don't wanna say a pure yes to this because I've lived without one for 20 years but I still want one LOL)	✓ Democrat.	× Republican.
× I don't even know what I am. (I is human =P)	× I am punk rockish.	✓ I go for older guys/girls, not younger. (In my dellusions again... but in real life I am attracted to guys a lot older lol)
× I study for tests most of the time.	× I tie my shoelaces differently from anyone I've ever met.	× I can work on a car.
× I love my job(s).	× I am comfortable with who I am right now.	× I have more than just my ears pierced.
✓ I walk barefoot wherever I can. (My feet pay for it eveyrday too =()	× I have jumped off a bridge.	✓ I love sea turtles.
× I spend ridiculous amounts of money on makeup. (I don't even wear any)	× I plan on achieving a major goal/dream.	× I am proficient on a musical instrument.
× I hate office jobs.	× I went to college out of state.	× I am adopted.
× I am a pyro. (FIRE)	✓ I have thrown up from crying too much. (I was quite young but I remember it VERY clearly. Yes, I'm VERY odd.)	× I have been intentionally hurt by people that I loved.
× I fall for the worst people. (People I'll never meet =()	✓ I adore bright colours.	✓ I usually like covers better than originals.
× I hate chain theme restaurants like Applebees and TGIFridays.	✓ I can pick up things with my toes.	× I can't whistle.
× I have ridden/owned a horse.	× I still have every journal I've ever written in.	× I talk in my sleep. (How would I know? I'm SLEEPING duh.)
× I've often thought that I was born in the wrong century.	✓ I try to forget things by drowning them out with loads of distractions. (Avoidance :D)	× I wear a toe ring.
× I have a tattoo. (I'd like one someday...)	✓ I can't stand at LEAST one person that I work with.	× I am a caffeine junkie.
× I am completely tree-huggy spiritual, and I'm not ashamed at all.	× If I knew I would get away with it, I would commit at least one murder. (That is QUITE the question... really)	× I will collect anything, and the more nonsensical, the better.
× I enjoy a nice glass of wine with dinner.	✓ I'm an artist. (If only in my head lol)	✓ I am ambidextrous. (To an extent.)
✓ I sleep with so many stuffed animals, I can hardly fit on my bed. (Only 2.)	× If it weren't for having to see other people naked, I'd live in a nudist colony.	× I have terrible teeth.
× I hate my toes.	✓ I did this meme even though I wasn't tagged by the person who took it before me.	✓ I have more friends on the internet than in real life. (YAY!)
× I have lived in either three different states or countries.	× I am extremely flexible.	✓ I love hugs more than kisses. (But it really depends on the situation. Ask me when/if I ever have a man lol)
× I want to own my own business.	× I smoke.	× I spend way too much time on the computer than on anything else. (Uhmm not so much anymore really....)
✓ Nobody has ever said I'm normal. (LMAO)	× Sad movies, games, and the like can cause a trickle of tears every now and then.	× I am proficient in the use of many types of firearms and combat weapons.
× I like the way women look in stylized men's suits.	✓ I don't like it when people are unpleased or seem unpleased with me. (I can't stand it!)	✓ I have been described as a dreamer or likely to have my head up in the clouds.
× I have played strip poker with someone else before.	× I have had emotional problems for which I have sought professional help.	✓ I believe in ghosts and the paranormal. (I must bc I'm so scared of that stuff)
✓ I can't stand being alone. (Not for teremendous amounts of time)	✓ I have at least one obsession at any given time.	× I weigh myself, pee/poo, and then weigh myself again.
× I consistently spend way too much money on obsessions-of-the-moment.	× I'm a judgmental asshole.	× I'm a HUGE drama-queen. (No I'm just HUGE :))
× I have travelled on more than one continent.	× I sometimes wish my father would just disappear.	✓ I need people to tell me I'm good at something in order to feel that I am. (Wow.... I;ve never thought of it but I think I do... lol)
× I am a Libertarian.	✓ I can speak more than one language. (Carah language =P)	✓ I can fall asleep even if the whole room is as noisy as it can be.
× I would rather read than watch TV.	× I like reading fact more than fiction.	✓ I have pulled an all-nighter on an assignment I was given a month to do. (Well there was always tomorrow to do it)
× I have no piercings.	× I have spent the night in a train station or other public place. (EWWWW GERMS)	× I have been so upset over my physical gender that I cried.
× I once spent Christmas completely alone because there was a miscommunication on which parent was supposed to have me that night.	✓ There have been times when I have wondered "Why was I born?" and may/may not have cried over it.	✓ I like most animals better than most people.
× I own a collection of retro games consoles.	✓ The thought of physical exercise makes me shiver. (My body shows it too :()	× I have hit someone with a dead fish. (...?)
× I am compulsively honest.	× I was born with a congenital birth defect that has never been repaired.	× I have danced topless in front of dozens of complete strangers. (gave them all black eyes too)
× I have gone from wishing I was a girl to revelling in being a boy to feeling like a girl again in the span of five minutes, and not cared a whit for my actual sex.	× I am unashamedly bisexual, and have different motivations for my desires for different genders.	× I sometimes won't sleep a whole night or eat a whole day because I forget to.
✓ I find it impossible to get to sleep without some kind of music on. (or my fan...)	✓ I dislike milk. (White milk. It tastes grosssss. I only like it in cereal.)	✓ I obsessively wash my hands. (Bu bye germs)
× I always carry something significant around with me.	× Sometimes I'd rather wear a wig in day-to-day life than use my own hair.	× I've pushed myself to become more self-aware and thereby more aware of others.
× Even though I live on my own I still cry sometimes because I miss my mother. (No but I would lol if I did.)	× I hand wrote all the HTML tags in this document.	✓ I've liked something which a majority of people claimed was either bad or weird.
× I have been clinically dead for a brief period of time.	× Instead of feeling sympathy/empathy with people and their problems, I simply become annoyed.	× I participate/have participated in auto drag races and won.
× I do not 'get' most comedy acts.	× I don't think strippers are money-greedy or slutty for dancing. (Stupid whores.)	× I don't like to chew gum.
× I am obsessed with history/historical things and can't wait for someone to build a time machine so I can be the first to use it.	× I can never remember for the life of me where I parked the car.	× I had the TEEN ANGST thing going for at least 2-3 years.
✓ I wish people would be more empathic and honest with each other.	× I play Dungeons and Dragons weekly.	✓ I love to sing. (In the prescnce of only myself of course ... and along to my fva artsits lol)
× I want to live in my mother's basement when I grow up. (Basement? Nooo yuck.)	× I have a custom-built computer.	✓ I want to create a certain someone's babies, even though there's a 0% possiblity of ever achieving it. (sigh* .... sigh)*
× I would be in a relationship with one of my pets if they were human. (Ummmm wth?)	× I've gone skinny-dipping.	✓ I've performed in three plays. (Public school lol)
✓ I enjoy burritos.	× I'm Irish and loving it. (No but Bono is and I'm loving him.)	× I have a thing for redheads.
✓ I am a twin! (... a "twin" =P)	✓ Most of the times, I'd rather do something intellectual instead of doing something generically 'fun'.	× Once I set out to finish something, I always stay at it until it is completed before I move on to something else.
× I wish there were a way to erase past mistakes.	× I sleep more than 12 hours a day.	× I wish I could be prouder of what I've accomplished, but it's never enough.
✓ I need more time to myself. (Somedays)	× I wish I was more open-minded.	× I hope that I go really prematurely grey.
✓ I download songs from the internet.	× I've just reenacted chapter 58 of Death Note with my best friend.	✓ I say random things to freak people out. (POOP!)
× I'm still a little mad about the ending of Death Note. (WTH ... i just googled this and I can't even pronoune the names in it...?)	× I love playing Truth or Dare. (Me = too shy)	× I love listening to slow music, but I hate singing to it.
✓ Music helps me remember that I am not alone.	× Playing my favorite sport makes me temporarily forget my problems.	✓ I think this survey is particularly long.
× I prefer my LJ friends to my real-life ones.	× I can only hate someone that I love. (I disagree. Does that meean the Jewish prisoners LOVED Hitler?! I think NOT.)	× I've ordered an extra two shots of espresso to an Americano at Starbucks. (I've never been to Starbucks)

come_what_may18 @ 2006-06-13T23:00:00

2006-06-14T03:03:10Z

NEWWWW LAYOUT!

Some of it's stil screwed up but I'm too frusterated to fix it so if anyone wants to help... I'm VERY open to it.

1) the font won't go the size I want it
2) when I try to make my friends page the same it messes up the entire thing

Help... please. I'm desperate.

come_what_may18 @ 2006-06-05T00:52:00

2006-06-05T04:52:59Z

I was told I never update anymore and I whole heartedly agreed. I might make a new layout so who knows... maybe that will strike some energy hidden within me to type out long and endless entries. Just because I know you all love them =P

I turned 20 on Friday! I'm an ... adult now. And no I didn't do anything for my birthday. I went to bed early and watched the movie "Glory Road" LOL I'm such a wild child.

Anyways, that is all.

come_what_may18 @ 2006-01-30T00:22:00

2006-01-30T05:34:42Z

So... long time no update. That's one thing you can always expect from me. Inconsistency! I blame it on my chronic procrastination. I mean it's not like this takes a lot of effort I jsut know me and it's scary because I know once I start, I never stop. And in this case that means one massive meaningless entry that only 2 people will comment on. Oh how I love life.

Today was alright. Nothing too interesting to share other than I almost caught on fire. I was BBQing supper and I flip the hamburger and BAM before I know it a flame is as high as my head. It was literally touching my hair. Of course, I panic and jump back and instantly start hitting myself in the head to put out any flames. Thankfully there was none and all I got out of it was a few less brain cells. Stop. Drop and Roll never once entered my mind. Is that a good thing? Other than that I did nothing. I ended up being crabby most of the day. Not really sure why either but I was. I have kind of felt blah all weekend. Maybe it's only me but you know the times you wake up and feel like you don't belong where you are? That everything around you has changed and you just don't know where your safety net is anymore. I just kind of got that feeling all this weekend. Really I'm not sure why because nothing was different *sigh*

Lately, I haven't felt like coming online. Instead, I've felt like watching my U2 DVD repeatedly. Watching GA episodes again .. keeping to myself sitting on my butt basically. It feels like everythings changing and I'm stuck in neautral.

I think I'm out of things to share other than my regular GA speal but ya know, I'll spare you all the details and just say CURSE YOU WRITERS FOR TOYING WITH MY EMOTIONS SO FREELY! p.s. I love you.

UGH!

2005-08-02T02:50:44Z

*cries* GARY ROBERTS! NO LONGER A LEAF! *sobs*

I mean I'm beyond excited that they got Jeff O'Neill but GARY! *cries* Why oh why wouldn't he accpet a little less money?! Than him and Joe could have both played for the Leafs but NOOO instead they went to Florida where the team doesn't make the playoffs but can pay them as much as they freaking want! *cries* It's really sweet they went together though because they've been friends since childhood and want to finish their NHL careers together but COME ON! *cries* So that SUCKS! Stupid freaking NHL lockout. UGH!

Also, I don't knwo how I'm getting to Toronto or even if I can get there but I'm REALLY trying because I ~~need~~ want to see Clay in concert. I mean there's a few tickets I have in mind I can buy of people (if they let me) and that would ROCK. But even than I don't have a way there *cries* I will so be majorily depressed if I miss him AGAIN! I've never seen him! I should be used of it by now but I'm not.

As for work, I'm working all weekend and two shifts tomorrow. So that means up at 5am ::blink:: Hell's Kitchen is OVER and I miss Gordon *cries*

I miss Clay too! *calls his concert line*

"...Don't forget to bring your cell phone... *cries* I'll just bring it to my pretend fake concert. I always have front row at those!

Complainer out.

come_what_may18 @ 2005-06-06T10:12:00

2005-06-06T14:14:37Z

EDIT:

OK I can't keep what I had written on here. I can't make myself reach to her level. I just can't. You know who you are and apparently I've been hacking into your account when I'm not even online. I must be just that talented. Get over it and if you have something you want to accuse me of or blame me for -- say it to me. Don't take it out on my friends. Grow up. I'm not out to get you, heck since you spazzed at me and ran away from problems AGAIN I haven't talked about you once. I don't CARE! Get it through your head. You're not important to me anymore and I could care less about your life. One day you'll look in the mirror and you're going to realize that it's not only me that has problems with you. So what does that mean? That yes you will have to place blame on yourself for once in your life. Who am I kidding, you won't do that. It's too much of a stretch. I'm done.

I'm making this public for a short time also. I'm sure she's been looking at my SN if she knows when I update my LJ and I'm sure there be spies among us ... arrr matey.

come_what_may18 @ 2005-03-24T19:48:00

2005-03-25T00:49:20Z

FRIENDS ONLY.

One day I'll have a banner made ... heh.

Anyways. Comment and I'll likely add you.