I'm not even sure that anyone reads this anymore but, I miss LJ! I have to admit that I did fold to that STUPID website I once made fun of and said I would never EVER go on... Twitter. It's addicting! I'm weak! I folded. I miss customizing my LJ though and seeing other people's stuff. Twitter might be a good tool for letting people know what you're doing quickly and easily but it just isn't PRETTY. I myself enjoy looking at art creations and making the odd one myself. More like attempting to make things myself because in reality I lose focus, get frustrated and scrap whatever I'm doing. That of course is another story though. Wow, this is actually nice not to have to worry about 140 characters! I suppose that's another good/annoying thing about Twitter. Sometimes, I want to hear MORE of what certain people have to say but twitter is great for those people you wanna tell stfu. Since they can only talk 140 characters at a time. Regardless, the point is, I like twitter but miss LJ and like it a bit more.

*HUGS LIVEJOURNAL*

Does anyone care about me updating anymore?

CARE! (probably too much)
I've seen it twice already.
Thursday @ 10pm (Special Advanced Screening)
Friday @ 9:50pm

WOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!

Loved the books first though and still do BUT the movie did not disappoint by any means. The casting was spot on!

I'm getting ready now to leave and go to a freaking 10pm show! My mom told me that the radio was saying people were all lining up already ... please pray for me, if I don't make it back you know why :) lmfao.

Crazy you ask? .............. the jury's still out ;)

Hello! So, who missed me?

This is gonna be short because Robbie's in my bed so I'm afraid the typing will wake him up.

I'm going to sum this update up with a few key points.

"Lost" - DFLSDFsdfklsadjgd EEEEEEEEEE The Kate and Sawyerness of it all sdklf

"Grey's Anatomy" - efr23479xfweklxfjsdfasEREEEEDL:Jsafl;k234tcsdjkacs AGHHHJH EEE The Mer/Derness of it all dfvdfggqdflk *passes out*

My Life - fqwer3@#%!#*$C(RPF The confusion, stress, happiness, bing stuck'ness, the comfort, the anger ... *sigh*

I'll expand on that spazzing sometime later.

Is it wrong that even though I've seen this GA 2908523085 times that I'm STILL yelling at the tv - trying to get them to do what I want?!

*hypervenilates*

STEVE IRWIN DEAD?!

I am in such shock right now. I just can't believe this. How could someone so great be taken SO young. Poor Terri and his two kids Bindi and Bob. I don't even know what to write. I feel like smashing on my keys might get some emotion across but I won't do that.

Steve Irwin
February 22, 1962 - September 4, 2006

This quote I found pretty much sums everything up. To me this was him. He was not afraid to follow his passion in life. Taken away from all of us so young. He will surely be missed. The world has lost a good one.

"We cannot banish dangers, but we can banish fears. We must not demean life by standing in awe of death."
                      -  David Sarnoff

I'm truly at a loss for words right now. I know that's a shock but I am. Wow.

(Click here to post your own answers for this meme.)

✓ I miss somebody right now.	✓ I don't watch much TV these days.  (Because it's the summer... nothings on =P)	× I own lots of books.
× I wear glasses or contact lenses.	✓ I love to play video games.  (If only I had teh time to)	× I've tried marijuana.
× I've watched porn movies.  (I've seen parts of one before ... lmao NO it wasn't by choice either.)	× I have been the psycho-ex in a past relationship.	✓ I believe honesty is usually the best policy.  (USUALLY is the keyword. I do believe there are times when a lie or not telling the entire truth is needed.)
✓ I curse sometimes.  (F*CK SH*T A$$ B*TCH)	× I have changed a lot mentally over the last year.	× I carry my knife/razor everywhere with me.

( it goes on... )

NEWWWW LAYOUT!

Some of it's stil screwed up but I'm too frusterated to fix it so if anyone wants to help... I'm VERY open to it.

1) the font won't go the size I want it
2) when I try to make my friends page the same it messes up the entire thing

Help... please. I'm desperate.

I was told I never update anymore and I whole heartedly agreed. I might make a new layout so who knows... maybe that will strike some energy hidden within me to type out long and endless entries. Just because I know you all love them =P

I turned 20 on Friday! I'm an ... adult now. And no I didn't do anything for my birthday. I went to bed early and watched the movie "Glory Road" LOL I'm such a wild child.

Anyways, that is all.

So... long time no update. That's one thing you can always expect from me. Inconsistency! I blame it on my chronic procrastination. I mean it's not like this takes a lot of effort I jsut know me and it's scary because I know once I start, I never stop. And in this case that means one massive meaningless entry that only 2 people will comment on. Oh how I love life.

Today was alright. Nothing too interesting to share other than I almost caught on fire. I was BBQing supper and I flip the hamburger and BAM before I know it a flame is as high as my head. It was literally touching my hair. Of course, I panic and jump back and instantly start hitting myself in the head to put out any flames. Thankfully there was none and all I got out of it was a few less brain cells. Stop. Drop and Roll never once entered my mind. Is that a good thing? Other than that I did nothing. I ended up being crabby most of the day. Not really sure why either but I was. I have kind of felt blah all weekend. Maybe it's only me but you know the times you wake up and feel like you don't belong where you are? That everything around you has changed and you just don't know where your safety net is anymore. I just kind of got that feeling all this weekend. Really I'm not sure why because nothing was different *sigh*

Lately, I haven't felt like coming online. Instead, I've felt like watching my U2 DVD repeatedly. Watching GA episodes again .. keeping to myself sitting on my butt basically. It feels like everythings changing and I'm stuck in neautral.

I think I'm out of things to share other than my regular GA speal but ya know, I'll spare you all the details and just say CURSE YOU WRITERS FOR TOYING WITH MY EMOTIONS SO FREELY! p.s. I love you.

*cries* GARY ROBERTS! NO LONGER A LEAF! *sobs*

I mean I'm beyond excited that they got Jeff O'Neill but GARY! *cries* Why oh why wouldn't he accpet a little less money?! Than him and Joe could have both played for the Leafs but NOOO instead they went to Florida where the team doesn't make the playoffs but can pay them as much as they freaking want! *cries* It's really sweet they went together though because they've been friends since childhood and want to finish their NHL careers together but COME ON! *cries* So that SUCKS! Stupid freaking NHL lockout. UGH!

Also, I don't knwo how I'm getting to Toronto or even if I can get there but I'm REALLY trying because I need want to see Clay in concert. I mean there's a few tickets I have in mind I can buy of people (if they let me) and that would ROCK. But even than I don't have a way there *cries* I will so be majorily depressed if I miss him AGAIN! I've never seen him! I should be used of it by now but I'm not.

As for work, I'm working all weekend and two shifts tomorrow. So that means up at 5am ::blink:: Hell's Kitchen is OVER and I miss Gordon *cries*

I miss Clay too! *calls his concert line*

"...Don't forget to bring your cell phone... *cries* I'll just bring it to my pretend fake concert. I always have front row at those!

Complainer out.